Thursday, January 28, 2010

Manipulator



I could tell by your eyes that you were evil, but like a magnet drawn in,
I froze to the spot and couldn’t break away. Fear eating at my strength,
and in a split second I had none, it was all gone. All that was left was me facing you,
riveted by your small black curranty eyes, as cold as two cubes of ice.
You couldn’t cover them over, with a veneer of looking nice.
You were scary, at first I was wary. Now I am your fly. Spider eat me till I die.
Your sharp eyes constantly scan my face, for any little sign that I can see through you.


Radar, watching my every expression, trying to read my mind.
Searching for something to find, and use it in way that would be unkind.
You cannot hide your own expression, as you’re reading mine. You forget yourself,
you cannot be so careful all the time. As you watch me, I am watching you.
As you stare, you're aware that I can read you too, so to cover your hard eyes, you smile.
What makes you imagine, that your smile would reach your eyes?
I suppose you think you're brilliant, a wonderful disguise.


It chills me to watch you smile, as your eyes stay cold.
Not much time will pass before your evil will unfold.
You're a scheming, slow moving snake with a deadly bite.
Against my wishes touch me, pretend that it’s alright.
I feel diseased by you, I want to wipe you off my hands.
I'm sick of watching myself succumbing to your plans.
Sneaky Master, Evil Freak, silence my thoughts as I speak.


My own wishes don’t matter a scrap, you dominate me into your trap.
I've become blind, I can’t see the facts, but you know I'm afraid, so you can relax.
You are complacent, you plan the next stage. Quickly close the door to my cage.
In case I might see a way out and then fly, come tie me up, and then I won’t try.
You pretend to feel the emotions you show, confident I am too stupid to know.
More tricks in store, much worse than before. See what I lack, and supply me with more.


You seem kind and generous, faking concern, full of deceit, but how will learn?
What a fraud, but feeling I had to applaud. An unwilling audience, watching the stage.
An actor I hated, who fills me with rage. Come over here, I’ll rip you in two,
to stick you together will take more than glue. Cute as a fox, and ever more cunning,
you got me to send all my friends running. What’s wrong?
Would they be a witness to you? You don’t say a word, but your face says it’s true.
So instead you twisted me around to your thinking. Each boat I had, you got it sinking.


Just for peace I submitted to you, did only the things you wanted me to.
With no one around, that left only you. You knew that would happen, you guided it to.
If I didn’t agree and had courage to say, you would be cross not to get your own way.
You showed it by being sullen and quiet. Scared me into thinking it wasn’t alright.
I thought the decisions I made came from me, but they never did, as I wasn’t free.
You dragged me under, dark and deep. I'm suffering in the arms of a creep.
The wardrobe monsters that scared me before, no longer exist once you open the door.